SAD... T.T

Everytime when i saw a friend invite me to view his blog..i must accept the invitation..
But after that, i must saw somethings that make me sad der things..It's about a ppl...My friend so close to him..Because they are same school...And there got a girl...That both of them so close to her..Make me...Jealous?? I myself also don't know lar @,@"

Actually i got feel with my friend's friend..i mean...that guy who invite me to view his blog's friend..Every time when i sms with him..i feel happy..but he won't know that..He just feel like sms with a NORMAL friend...I knew him few years ago..i liked him..But our distance make us cant meet...and he got "xin1 yi2 dui4 xiang4" already..So i think i should leave him now....Maybe from now??But i'm confuse..i don't wish to let him go..but what can i do??His heart wasn't here..so it's useless for me to "mian2 qiang3" him..I feel sad..Really SAD...Hey,do you know that i'm sad??I know you won't know lar..

I did many things for you..Although i feel that wasn't enough lar..But..i'm scare you know?? If i keep give you things...I'm scare that you'll feel me disturb..Don't want to choi me again..These few days when i see you online..i mean msn...i feel happy at first...But later..i feel scary.. T.T...i don't know how to face you already...I really like you...But who can tell me what should i do??Now,i long long long time didn't sms you already..did you feel that??It's because i don't dare to sms you...or even msn you...you seem like "tao2 bi4" me...Do you know that my heart was hurt??Pain~

All my friends..can you all tell me or give me some comments that tell me "WHAT SHOULD I DO??" Is it really that i NEED to LEAVE him??I really don't wish...REALLY~~
So please~

WEE CHEN~i really like you...